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| 09:00am 08/06/2006 |
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My mum more or less said I could go with Frank this summer! I'm so exicted!
Pretty soon, all of this will be over, you know? Seventh Years will be gone, and my class, Merlin, we'll be the new ones. Isn't that a bit scary? We only have one more full year. We'll be the oldest. Isn't that crazy? I still remember first being sorted, and being scared out of my wits. How I met Frank in line, and we talked while we were waiting for our "doom", how exicted I was when we ended up in the same house, how I soon came to call him my best friend....
Meeting Andromeda, and thinking instantly, Merlin, she's smart. And nice. Where do people like her come from? Heaven? At first having been scared of her green and silver robes, but then feeling silly and shamed for stereotyping her.
Meeting Ted, Merlin, that was a bit of a disaster but...memorable, we'll call it? And we've been friends ever since.
Always knowing Amelia, the kind of girl you see around for years and always think: I wish we could be friends, but never having the courage to talk to her until, really, this year.
All the enemies I've made, some by not even doing anything. Seeing people go who I may or may not ever see again. Getting hassled by teachers about my career choice. Looking onto a long summer and realizing it's still going to end to soon, and then I'll be boarding the Hogwarts Express to go to the Beginning of the Year Feast, for the last time. I'm kind of scared, you know? I guessed I had secretly hoped I would be in school forever. When you get so used to something....it's hard to think about letting it go. |
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| It's drawing to a close. |
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| 12:48pm 21/05/2006 |
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mood:  accomplished
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Discrimination evident as always. Hassling still as prominant as ever. But other than that, at least nothing too horrible has been going on. Andromeda, ever since you gave me that book, you've gotten me addicted to ficitional literature, I swear. I've probably been reading such things too much, but I've been studying more than even I can bare and Frank hasn't been around much, practicing the same habits of mass studying and I can't wander the halls because Rodolphus seems to be everywhere Oh, I almost forgot I have patrol duty this week. That's always something to do. Plus, I should really go to the Owlery today to owl Mum. I'm not really sure what I'm going to do this summer. It seems a bit unreal, coming on me so quickly. If anyone wants to do anything this summer, tell me. |
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| Days go on. |
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| 05:15pm 10/05/2006 |
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mood:  contemplative
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Really, who knew teenage life could be so dramatic? Isn't this the time of one's life you are supposed to be carefree? Well I hardly am, what about you lot?
And whenever I sit down to write lately, it feels like I have plenty to complain and/or boast about, but as soon as I mean too, nothing comes to mind. It's funny how, in this castle, that when you want to be around someone, everyone's seemed to vanished, but when you want to be alone, you're near suffocation!
I should really owl Mother after I finish my Charms essay. Someone remind me...later, that is. |
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| 04:03am 26/04/2006 |
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Frank's back! I'm so happy ;)
And my classes are going well, life is turning upward. I wake up, and I can't wait for the day ahead.
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| 06:11am 05/04/2006 |
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mood:  Bubbly
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So, I guess...um...I'm going out with Frank Longbottom.
:) |
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| Valentine's day blues. |
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| 05:49pm 14/02/2006 |
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mood:  contemplative
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I can't help but think there's a certian cuteness today. It's sweet seeing all the couples together. A few second and first years gave me things, it was kind of nice.
The castle's wonderful this time of year, isn't it? Not too cold, not too hot, yet either.
The only downside of this day is seeing all the couples, it kind of makes me feel lonely, you know? And seeing all the couples...I can't help but wonder...how many are in hiding? |
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| The dance. |
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| 08:26pm 09/02/2006 |
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mood:  crappy
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((To anyone that had wanted me for the dance, nab me on a thread.))
( What I'm wearing )
I really hope it'll be alright. I don't need to add to my already growing list of embrassing moments. |
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| 07:09pm 31/01/2006 |
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Nothing new really other than Slytherins who feel the need to constantly tease me, certain Gryffindors who are just too sweet for it to be true, horrible rumors, very long essays, and the skipping of dinners in order to do those very long essays.
As for the ball coming up, it's been decided on whether I'm going or not now. I was weighing the options. The 'I'm-not-really-sure-I-want-to-go-because-it'sbasically-just-for-the-sake-of-couple-and-I'm-am-couple-less' versus 'I'm-a-Prefect-and-might-be-expected-to-go-but-Merlin-I-hope-not'. I'm normally into such things, true love fairy tales and the such but lately...it hasn't been appeasing at all and I think I prefer having more nose in textbooks, disgesting facts that can be proven rather than having my head up in the clouds, swallowing dreams that may most likely won't come true.
Although. I'm in currently nameless band and since the band is going, thus it is decided that I am going as well.
But I am hoping I can sneak out after we're done. |
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| Gah, rawr. |
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| 06:27pm 16/01/2006 |
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mood:  exhausted
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*sigh*
...I'm really getting sick of boys
...why do you all have to be so confusing?! |
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| Life goes on. |
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| 07:44am 10/01/2006 |
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mood:  crushed music: Bleed like me by Garbage
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Nothing has really changed from the first semster to this one. I'm not sure whether I like the routine or not...
I got an owl from my mother. She'll be out of town for the weekend of my birthday in a couple weeks, but I'm not telling the exact date, i hate surpises, *sighs*, figures she'd promised to be here!. She wished me happy birthday and whatnot, gave me some money to buy something for myself which means she didn't want to have to take the time to buy me something herself. She also said hello to Lily, Amelia and Frank.
And I guess her newest 'boyfriend' was chased out of our house by angry pots and pans, according to my neighbor Cassie, who also decided to owl me. I didn't like him anyway.
When I was little, I used to sabotage my mother's boyfriends, that changes as quickly as you would change clothes. My nanny caught me one time and asked if I was trying to make my mommy miserable and lonely forever, and I cried and said no, and haven't done it since. But it seems she's doing it well enough on her own now.
I'm thinking about adding more classes next year. I'm not that busy now liar and I want to learn all I can before I leave this school I want to forget as much as I can about anything that's happening outside the school. |
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| 04:44pm 04/01/2006 |
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mood:  crappy
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Just as an announcment, Lily Evans has to be the greatest girl in the world. I loved holidays at her house, it's so...different. It was a lot of fun. Heh, almost wish they would adopt me.
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| Lily's |
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| 06:18am 23/12/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful
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I'm at Lily's house, I really do love it. Her family's so....I don't know, there's something about the lot that I just love. They're not tight-strung like my familymother at all.
Her mom's going on about how I'm too skinny though and that I must "Eat, love!"
If I eat much more, I'm gonna be sick. |
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| ***Owl To Frank*** |
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| 06:41am 13/12/2005 |
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Frank, Meet me outside the Great Hall tonight so we can go to the party together.
See you then.
-Alice |
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| 07:56am 10/12/2005 |
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mood:  cold
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I've finally havebeen allowed to leave the Hospital Wing.
I'm tired.
Amelia's angry at me.
The world's just horrid great, right now. Cheers. |
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